Jealousy and trust. And a little Dear you to TLSH ~

      Alright jealousy, jealousy can mean anything. Like you being jealous of seeing others being better at you at something. Or seeing a guy/girl walking with your crush or girl/boyfriend. Being jealous is not childish. If you said it was, then f**k you. Jealousy is envy, it is an emotion. It is can't be controlled like when your crying. Alright, try to hold your tears when I punch you in the balls. Can you control it? NO! It's an emotion. Whoever said it was childish is a person who doesn't care about there lovers and just need an excuse to go out with other people. Yeah right so much for trust.

    Now I got offended when someone says that I was jealous of guys talking with my girlfriend. How do you feel when I go talk to YOUR girlfriend ALONE?! Did you know that JEALOUSY is the thing that created TRUST not the other way around? It's not childish. No it's that your lover is just making excuses.

   

   Jealousy is the feeling you get when your afraid. Your afraid to lose someone whom you want to be a really love. You don't want anyone else taking him/her away. It's like what my girlfriend used to say, it's not jealousy it's called I don't want to lose you. That was really sweet. I really don't like it when her friends said it was inmature. That was bullshit. To be honest, I am still jealous when I see guys walking or talking with my girl. I mean if you have a girlfriend or boyfriend one day, you'll surely feel the same. You'd hate that he/she smile to that other person. But learning to trust takes time and patience. And it will hurt. And someday if your really unlucky it will sting you like a bee. It won't sting you physically, but your heart will get hurt. It will, this is in every relationship. There's no such thing as a serious relationship without jealousy. It will always be there, and if your girlfriend or boyfriend is jealous. Be proud to have him/her. Because they are afraid to lose you and you learn that too.

    And I really wish I can say this to my girlfriend that I'm really happy and proud to have you as my girl. You really mean the world to me, I even gave you my own half of myself. And of course I do get jealous at times but I trust you, I trust you a lot. I don't need space. I've try my best to see you everytime. You just don't see that, like how my parents don't see me studying when I am. I'll always be yours if you are willing to be mine always, I prayed everyday for you and I hope you won't go back to that place, I know bad things will happen to you and bad people will influence you if you go, I just hope you can stay here with me, I'm sorry for the bad things and the times I made you cry. I know that you and I are far apart and can't meet that much know that I'll always love you ~

Why crying is healthy.

       Nowadays, people are saying that crying is uncool. And that crying makes you look like a baby or a wuss. Well is that what the media thought you? And I was told that crying can cause blindness, what? There is no proof that people cried till they go blind, it's just a gossip that people pick up from the trash and put it up your face. If crying does make people blind. Then why aren't the babies blind yet? Then everyone is would be blind when they were a baby and also all those drama actors would be blind as well. Well you can't prove anything unless it's already scientifically proven. And there is no proof that crying caused anyone to be blind. If so then leave a comment where there is a proof. If there isn't any then that's mean there is NO PROOF. And if you never cried. It's unhealthy and it can cause death because your body has a lot of depression inside. And yes depression is the cause of people suicide. Source: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001941/

       Crying is healthy. It's an emotional thing. If you don't cry then your a soulless human who has no feelings for anything. You can cry but don't cry too much over stupid thing like crying because someone scratch your car or took your money. No! You cry when you are emotionally hurt. Like when a person pass away or when the person you love hurts you or that your gonna die or s**t like that. That is absolutely normal. Whoever said that crying is for babies is a person who is stupid and has no feeling for others. Either that or they listen too much to their friends that they think it's uncool. Of course you don't go cry in public because it's kinda embarrassing. It does makes you look like a wuss. So when you cry. Do it in the toilet or where people don't see you cry. That's the best place.

       So what I'm trying to tell you that is, You can cry! But don't cry too much because it's ridiculous if you cry over nothing. Just have like 15 minutes and later you feel alright because your depression somehow disappeared. So cry now, smile later. :D

Riam Road Extravanganza Review

         Alright here's my review of the Riam Road Extravanganza concerts. Last year, was really, really HORRIBLE! The whole concerts was nothing else but dancing! (Pom Pom was acceptable because it's a cheerleading dance so yeah) But imagine the whole concert. Is DANCE DANCE DANCE! Especially the now form 4 and 5. Oh my God their dance was horrible that I nearly wanted to throw my shoe at the dancers face. I mean it's all the same. No changes what-so-ever.Well at least the Brass band percussion (The drummers performance) was okay. But the Brass Band itself wasn't really good because the music hasn't change for like 6 years since I've been there.

         Furthermore, the English drama has the most horrible audio ever. Did you recorded it with a pair of phones. The sound was so horrible that I couldn't even watch it. The Live band was alright though. I didn't really like the songs because it wasn't that special. I've been hearing it since like all the bands. Moreover, there's a lot of dancing. In fact, TOO MUCH DANCING. It was horrible. Doing the same thing. The song gave me a headache. I wasn't impressed of the Alfred Ho dancing because I've seen it a lot and it was a bit cliched. 

       On the other hand, the best performance was the Chinese Drama, it was good, even if I didn't understand it, I still laugh because of the Blue disc and Gold disc thing. But then it I didn't understand the whole show. Sorry to say that. But props to whoever made the script good. But after that everything was dumbed down. Back to more dancing. Which was BORING! Even the one that was performed by the last year Form 4, now the Form 5.

      In my opinion, the concert was inorganized, TOO MUCH DANCING, and less performance or quality. My God I really hope this year would be better. Stop putting TOO MUCH DANCING, just leave that for the Pom Poms and the Cheerleaders because they're the ones who are supposed to be dancing. Not the faggots of Form 4 and Form 5. Organize their schedule. No more early performance before the whole show starts. Better sound speakers for the English drama. And last but not the least.Seriously Form 4 and Form 5 NO MORE! Your orientation dance was horrible. It's just clap here clap there. No fun at all. I really hope that this years concert will be better than last year. Sorry if I offended any one of you. I'm just saying that you should improve and NO MORE ADDING TOO MUCH DANCING. That is all. :)

WTF Harlem shake?!!

Okay for the past few years there was this:

Party Rock Anthem which was really cool because it's a nice video where their is an addicting trend of shuffling. And it kinda trend throughout the whole country and it got popular, which props to the guys LMFAO. I mean it's a really cool video. (Except I hate the way they dress. It looks really stupid for the new generation, no offence. They kinda look like stupid hipsters) But it's really a good trend.

BUT THEN!
There's this stupid new trend last year, I wonder what the F**K are people thinking of putting on.

It's called the Gangnam Style

It's about a stupid looking fat guy dancing around Gangnam doing the horse dance, and I agree with my girlfriend that this is very stupid and annoying. Yes it's the horse dance. And it got even lamer when other countries follow it, Malaysia, Sweden, USA, Brunei, SINGAPORE?? WHY SINGAPORE WHY?! This is getting lame, and I'm from Miri and I originally come from Riam Road Secondary School. And because of that they as me to stare on their stupid RIAM ROAD STYLE?! HELL NO! HELL F**KING NO! Let me show you how lame it is. You get the whole school to dance the same dance as that style. And the whole SCHOOL DANCE ON IT!! WTF!! THAT'S LAME TO THE POINT IT'S UNFORGIVEABLE. If I hear that there is a Gangnam Style on the Riam Concert. I'm gonna throw my bottle at the guy dancing to it. And I'll make sure it has acid in it. And I know the new prefects WILL think of making this happen. Is there no better idea?! I'll talk about this Riam "Concert" in my next post. But now back to our topic.

And now for the moment you've all been waiting for ladies and gentleman I give you!! Harlem Shake.

Yes this is the original and this is it's results. (The song kinda has a nice beat actually)

Imagine your the teacher and you are teaching students about something you worked all night with. THEN suddenly some douchebag stands up and starts to dance to a song. And as soon as the bass drops everyone goes incontrollably stupid like they have a seizure. And seizure is a brain disorder that makes you look like this

Which is a stupid trend. And should be banish out of this world. And if I see a Malaysian version of this. Screw this. But wait OH! They did.

It's getting lame! Enough with this shit. We had annoying problems with Gangnam Style and now this. If I was drinking coffee at a normal coffee shop and if I see anyone dancing that and everyone transform. I'll throw my coffee on the guy who started. Seriously enough. -.-

Anyways that was my opinion on the new Harlem Shake and here's the final verdict

                                            IT'S ANNOYING AS HELL!

MIRAI NIKKI ( Future Diary) Review

 

This is Mirai Nikki one of my favourite anime. This is one of the best anime I watched but it kinda ended last year. But seriously it's one of the best anime if your into horror or shit like that. It's a story of diary holders and that the diary has superpowers that can see the future. It's actually like a battle royal but the diary holder must find another diary holder in order to replace the Deus, and do whatever shit they like as a GOD!

The Main Characters:

Yukiteru Amano aka 1st
The Protagonist. He is a loner, but his always on the cellphone typing everything that's happening around him. He is able to contact Deus. But little did he know of his fate, his diary shows the future of what others are doing and not his. His constantly stalked by this girl named Gasai Yuno who ended up being his partner. His weapon of choice oddly is a dart. Yes, a F**KING DART! You want to know why? Because normal weapons are to mainstream. He is also known as 1st, since that's his position in the whole series. But his badass at times, but at times he can be such a pussy. -3-

               I'mma stalk you like this one day puppy. :P

Gasai Yuno aka 2nd aka Yuno f**king Gasai aka Yandere Queen
Gasai Yuno is the heroin, and also somehow the antagonist of this series and the 2nd diary holder, but I tell you she's not a dame, heck if you watch this show, you wouldn't even fuck with her. Cause she's Yuno f**king Gasai. She's a Yandere, which means a girl whose very innocent but when it comes to love, she'll become a psychotic maniac to protect her loved ones, and Yuno is the Queen of Yandere. Which is awesome! And she's my favourite character of the whole series. Anyways her diary can predict Yukiteru's fate after 15 minutes.She has killed almost everyone in the whole series. And she's skillful enough to even block thrown knives, maybe even a bullet. Take that Lucy from Elfen Lied, you've met your match. Her weapon of choice is the knife, an axe, a MP5 Navy and the obvious katana. She has promised Yukiteru Amano to protect him with her life. Sad day for fanboys like me. XD

Minene Uryuu aka 9th
She's the anti-heroine of this series, which means that she's neutral and can help anyone or work alone. She's a terrorist because her parents were killed in a bombing accident. (Which is stupid to be honest) She's also a tsundere which means a mean girl but sweet at heart. Well she's kinda cute at times, and she would've been my favourite if it wasn't for Yuno. Her diary is the escape diary, which shows the route to any escape. Good power for a terrorist. She's very good at the bombs and can make bombs too. She lost her left eye because of the dart that was thrown by Yukiteru. She's kinda fond with Nishijima Masumi despite the fact that his a police. They like each other. But Minene likes to pretend hehe. So cute. XD And she kinda remind me of a friend of mine. VJL. Anyways she's quite awesome actually and funny and also badass.

Nishijima to the right. Minene to the left. Their both married and have children in the 3rd universe. Basically there are 1,2,3 universe.

Aru Akise
Yes he has shitloads of fangirls, maybe because of his looks or his attitude. But sadly for them, his a GAY! Yeah he likes Yukiteru Amano. His sorta like the detective to replace Keigo Kurusu (4th). Well his more smarter and better than that backstabbing detective. His a diary holder but his not in the battle royal. But he has a manga or comic about him known as the Mirai Nikki: Paradox. A manga where his the protagonist. His diary is also a detective one like Kurusu's but Akise's one is better. His also the hero of the series. AND he has the BALLS to fucking piss of Yuno.
Now that's BADASS!

                                 Well he kinda f**ked up there because
                     once Yuno gets pissed. Well byebye life.

I'm not going to spoil this whole story for you but well it's quite awesome and you gotta watch it like seriously. Go watch it, because the sub characters are all spoilers and there will be no spoilers on my review got it? Okay! :D

Final Verdict

10/10

Legendary (BADASS)

BOOM! I'm back from the dead people! It's been 4 years since I last blog. And I feel a bit confuse by the whole new stuff. Well I kinda lost like 500 viewers, but now this blog is for my closest friends. Well this blog will be more of review of stuff and places. Sometimes about my life. Maybe a little random.

Well a lot happened this past 4 years. I lost friends and gained new ones, and also found a girl that I love so much and am so happy that she's mine. I had a real tough life the past so I'm hoping that I could live easier now, knowing that the people who made my life tough are gone.

Well forgive me for the background. It's Gasai Yuno, she's a Yandere (Innocent on the outside but violent from the inside) and a favourite character of mine. She's from the Mirai Nikki series, to bad it finish so fast but it's a good series for an anime and I suggest you to watch, well I'm going to review it on the next post so yeah.